-Stop expecting too much. They just lead me into disappointments.
-Start letting go of the past, and keep moving forward.
-Find a new way to let out my feelings.
-Become more happier with what i have.
-Look at the positive sides more.
-Handle situations better.
-Trust again.

YOU were the one who left me..
I just did the right thing and moved on.

I haven’t been single in 2 years. (Not bragging)
But, im kinda happy being single. LOL

Watch, you will come back one day,
and that day you come back,
it wont even matter because
i wont even care about you anymore.

It’s not worth fighting for anymore.
Im holding onto something that isnt there.
And i need to accept that.
I’m done trying, i give up.

If you fall out of love, then you never loved them in the first place.

I hope you still love me, as much as i love you :(

Im so straight up with you just so i dont keep you guessing. I make things so easier for you in this “relationship.” I tell you the when, what, and how. I basically tell you EXACTLY what i expect and shit. And yet, you still dont do it? I mean, the stuff i say to do are just the normal shit that happens in relationships. Nothing big or spectacular. I dont get why this is so hard for you.. I basically made it so easy for you. I dont make you guess or read my mind. So, all i ask is why..?

people must think, im fucking out of my mind for always letting you back in my life.
but, as long as we know that we love each other in the end, no matter what.
nothing should even matter.

Here i am, giving you my all. All the effort i can possibly give out.
And knowing that you’re not gonna even try?
Instead you do some bullshit move, that YOU already know
i hate, and you know im gonna get mad to?
Are you STUPID?!
It’s like you want me to be upset with you and shit.
Seriously.
Gain some fucking COMMON SENSE.
If not, i’ll play that shitty game with you two.
And you best well know, i’ll play that game way harder than you.

Remember when i was your first priority?
When you’d do whatever it takes to make me happy..
Giving every ounce of effort for me?
Yeah, i remember that like it was just yesterday.
And that feeling of it being just like yesterday, when
today its different and you dont even try.
Shows me that things can change within a day.
Even if its only been 4 months when you’ve actually tried.


You used to tell me,
You will try your hardest, no matter what, to keep me by your side.
What happened to that?
Its like you dont care if im gone.
As if you can just hop to someone else.
I thought i was special to you?
I mean, thats what you would tell me.
What happened to forever and always?
Im starting to think it was a big mistake believing everything you told me.


I just dont know..
I dont know if you even love me.
If you ever cared.
Or if i meant something to you.
How would i even know..
You rarely proved it to me.


I know its the end for us.
I never thought it would end like this though.
After one year of being together, we’re done.
I just dont know how im gonna handle all of this.
2nd time of falling in love with someone, and
once again, im left heartbroken and crushed.

I cant deal with it anymore, and i need to just get away from this,
so im moving out of livermore this spring.
I already convinced my mom and dad if we can live closer to Socal,
they said it would be a good idea also.
We might move this spring break.

I dont ask for much..
I only ask to be treated like your girlfriend..
and if you can make time for me here and then…

You tell me that you cant do it because i have “high expectations”
I honestly think those aren’t high at all.

Im only asking you to do what you’re supposed to be doing. :(
Why cant you do this for me? D;

Deal with it.